Moody Post

i'm very moody. lots of things just come into my mind, that bothers me a lot.

i'm currently having my REAL LONG holiday, but i have plenty of things that need to be done, within this period of time.

1. i need to sit for an English test, on 30th April (i hope i can do very well on that)

2. consult doctor, for my surgery (which is something that i afraid the most)

3. work, internship (if i work, there is alot of things that i cannot do!!!! no vacation, no more free time, no more $$$)

4. planned to go Melbourne (but still not confirmed, just PLAN TO! but i really wish i can go!)

5. getting an iPhone soon, cause friend booked for me (but don't know how much yet!!! later out of my budget i really can jump off the building)

6. have been put on LOTS OF WEIGHT! and have to spend more time and more money on diet!!!! been criticized by lots of ppl lately

7. darling's birthday coming soon, got him a birthday present (i bet he will love it, cause it's something very meaningful and it's a VERY HOT ITEM in the market!!! <3 BUUUUUUUUUUT....

currently out of stock. don't know whether can get it for him on time or not)

ALOT ALOT ALOT more things going to happen on the coming monthssssssss... especially year end!!!! i'm so depress and stress and sad and MANY MANY MANY MANY MORE!!!!!

i feel like crying again. like PMS AGAIN! wtf.

i got so many things in my mind that bothers me. how i wish i can just strike the lottery!!! that it will help to solve most of my problems! OMFG! =(

PLEASE.......................... CAN SOMEONE JUST HELP ME OUT?

i really wish to

well, i shouldn't let all these obstacle and constraint to drag me down! i'm gonna be cheerful as always!

a picture to share =) SMILE